Investigation

Updated: Jan 21

By BigBuddha

E2E Blogger


"I have always felt a little bit different, like I didn’t fit into the environments I was in. Many years passed as I wore a mask to fit into society. About 12 months ago that all changed. I had someone inspire me to look into spirituality. I started reading, meditating amongst others things. I haven’t looked back, I feel I now understand who I am, what I’m about and want to help others do the same".


Many opportunities to show your face

Instead I stare with an expressionless gaze

Nothing penetrating, a force field within

You won’t get to feel my skin


Anger, frustration, joy and laughter

All have tried to break through

I just push aside

It’s normal I am told, as I sigh


Mechanical heart instead of a loving one inside

Growing up it was not the done thing

The sound of “Are you a man or woman"

Would ring


What was it I was told to keep inside

What have I got to hide

Needing to know, scouring my mind

What is it others have

That key I need to find


Unraveling the layers, an investigation with significance

It needs resolving, Sherlock Homes style

Deep and deeper I go

Is the vault about to blow


Something starts, a feeling inside

Water trickling from my eyes

What is this feeling, it won’t stop

Years of suffering - unlocked


Funny thing is I feel so relieved

My thoughts are happy

I'm smiling and pleased.

Moving on, I vow

I won’t hold it in

I feel better sharing my emotions

I once held in.


By BigBuddha ©

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